Its been a long time my friend now come in for some tea..

Sleeping under the stars...

Job offers...

Day to Day...

drivers license...

Freedom..

Campfires...

Sooo random...

Do i take the job?? Or do i pass it up?? Shes still looking to hire a "hot little number" as she calls it.. turns out I'm that hot little number shes looking for.. do i go for it??? Or do i pass it and maybe wonder about it down the road of what could have been?

I was told by a friend that he loved me...

Do i feel the same? I don't know?? I don't know anymore

i miss the high

i miss the high i got from him...

hes gone now tho.. back to his home town.. ill never see him again.. its been so long

Last night i felt peaceful.. i drank with a crazy lady.. she was fun..till she started to yell at me for stealing her beer.. i don't even like beer! Oh well the crazy woman crashed out...i continued to drink with J we slept under the stars... i think it was one of the best nights every...

Worked out..cleaned..danced..sang..showerd..

Told her that i loved her.....

She said she loves me back...

asks why were not together..

i told her i was toxic...

Random.. finding my place in this world.....

loving the hot sun on my face the breeze thro my hair ahhhhhhhh its summer.....