The random 25 and counting about me...

I'm pretty random i like it this way... soooo heres a list of 25+ random things about me.....

I have 4 pillows and 4 blankets.. i share my bed with no one...

I love the sun but hate when it hits over 25 degrees

I love both men and woman... i don't see people as a gender i see them for humans

I have 2 kids....

I sing.. i think i can sing pretty good to but no one has really heard me..

My favorite color is blue.. it suites me.. im like water calm until i get disturbed...

I have a very distinct personality... most people think I'm weired...most people don't know the real me tho

I was married to who i thought was the perfect man.. then i woke up one morning realized he had the "perfect" woman and she wasn't me....( no i didnt catch him cheating on me )

Im grateful i took the path less traveled on last summer.. it brought me to wear i am today and so far im content :)

i get sad easy & depressed..

I write ALOT...

I am in love with a woman.. she hold my heart snug inside hers.. but ill never have her

my favorite number is 7 and no not cuz its a lucky number.. because i used to call myself seven( long story behind it maybe ill tell you about it one day)

The past 4 years of my life have been filled with alot of growth and change... i struggle everyday with who i am.. im finding me tho through this journey!

I hate liers..

I have a love/hate relationship with food.... when i get to stressed i dont eat at all...
Im a stress case

Altho i looked him in the eyes and told him that i love him.. im finding that might not be the case

Sometimes i feel so alone in the world..other times i just want to be left alone

Im a hard person to be with

Im an addict.. weather its on facebook..smoking..drawing..whatever.. if i like it i get hooked and its hard for me to get off of it...

Im blunt to people i get wired vibes from.. they normally walk away not liking me(and i don't care)

I have met a lot of different people...dated a vast range of people..

i put myself in awkward situations that my"friends" just cant understand... i like the thrill..its not awkward there normal lives are awkward to me

I have a best friend who i love to bits... but i feel that she no longer needs me around ( i hate that feeling)

I smoke weed and i love it.. again its a vice to me... its my crutch (see # 22)

I drink more tea in one day then most people drink in a week...

On the outside i look sweet but my thoughts are so much more

I want to be a writer

I have done almost every drug under the sun.. this is not something i am proud of but i crawled out of that rut.. that makes me proud.. 8 yrs and counting!!!

I read up on astrology and found out that ill always be attracted to Aries but they will always be to far away from me to even "get me" were too opposite( my husband was an Aries)

I love my family to death but they drive me crazy

9 times out of 10 i feel out of place with people... unless I'm with someone who "gets me" not many do...

I come off as a snob to most people..I'm not one tho..

I can be very shy and quite or i can be the life of the party depends on my mood....

I swear i have bi-polar.. or I'm just crazy!!! lol

I fall way to hard way to fast

I'm a fair weather person meaning i might be around u for a month solid then i just kinda disappeare.. never let this bother you i will come back :) (again this leads us to my astrology sign I'm just that way)

I was born on a Wednesday.. "Wednesdays child is full of woe... you know what that nails it to a T i am full of woe and worry)

I blame myself for things that shouldn't be put on me.. but its who i am

I can bring a smile or tears to almost anyone..

I am talented in many things altho i don't give myself credit for it enough)

I am my own worst enemy

Okay well i made it to over 25 things i just might update again on this or maybe i wont... we'll see :)